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TONIGHT WAS A DISASTER. literally.
i went to Jesse's house tonight planning on having a great time.
OF COURSE IT DIDNT HAPPEN!!!
i got ahold of a bottle of captain mo. and i dont know how it does it..
but alcohol makes me think im invincible.
so,i got into a fight with one of my good friends.
some one i really really could trust and loved dearly.
yeah well...i ended up punching her in the face. and almost broke up with my boyfriend.

i wish Kaitlynn, Carie, and I didnt split up.
i wish we were still inseparable like we were freshman year.
my life would be soo much better if we stayed together
i remember how happy i was with Kaitlynn and Carie.
im not even half as happy now than when i was then.


i find it really sad... i dont consider anyone my best friend.
i have friends. yes. but no one i can call my best friend.
Kaitlynn and Carie were two people i could truely call my BEST FRIENDS.
they are like sisters to me. and know me better than anyone.
they know everythng about me. my family. and shit ive been through.
all three of us have been through so much together.
whenever i have a problem. i will always run to them.
both of them are so smart. and motivate me and believe it me.
thats what i need. because im not getting it from anywhere else.


p.s.
To: kaitlynn and carie
THANK You.
i love you.

i hate anorexic bitches that make out with their "friend's" boyfriend.